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Clouds of Uncertainty

Clouds of Uncertainty As usual train was 25 minutes late. I was thinking when the train will arrive and will sit on my seat and have a sign of relief. But, actually I was unhappy leaving my native place and going back to the busy and stressful life of Mumbai. At last train arrived and as a well cultured boy I touched my elder’s feet and gave five to all my cousins. I grabbed my bag and moved into the train. I left my bag under my seat and came near the exit door to give my final bye to all. Soon the train started and I was standing near the door until the station vanished from my sight. Moving back to my seat, there was a couple with a child. The woman was plump and was breast feeding her child, covering the exposed part of her body. Her husband was stripped to bone. Next to them were a girl and a boy and the latter was trying to get a glimpse of the exposed part of the lady feeding her child. I had no interest in them and started looking outside the window. Hills, river, clif...

Running a lost race…

Running a lost race… Everyone in this world loves victory. Loss of any particular thing makes us unhappy. Nobody likes the loss all love to win. On contrary, I think there is a unique pleasure in loss, but only under one condition, love. Loss in love gives me a pleasure. I enjoy being a loser in love. This may be because of two reasons. First is that I have never won in love and the other is that love is a beautiful thing and from all dimensions, whether loss or victory. Being in love is just a beautiful thing ever in life. I am in love with a girl who hates me and is in relationship with someone. But this doesn’t stop me from loving her. One may call it foolishness or a wild goose chase but whatever one may say, I just love running a lost race. Feeling of hatred from her doesn’t make me sad because expecting in love is very wrong. Everyone has the right to love anyone but don’t have the right to expect the same. Expectation and gains spoils the holiness and sacrecy of love. Love is n...